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i made this so that i can be able 2 share with you guys all d poems, essays and articles dat i wrote during those tyms dat i felt so alone and broken. u myt have felt d same way and i hope dis can be an inspiration..

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this is my story about the man i loved that i already lost....
All my life I never thought that TRUE LOVE really exists! It was not until I came to love Ashley. He was the only son of probably one of the richest family on our place. At first, everything was just for fun. Our relationship was legal for it has not become that difficult for me to tell my parents about it because I know they would think it's not a bad idea to be his girlfriend.

But I really guess it's true! Nothing is forever... And we can't always have each other! We broke up for the reason of lack of communication for his father decided to bring him to Makati, a not so distant place from my boarding house in Manila. Maybe, just maybe, we aren't really meant for each other. But of course, if you feel that the love was true, you'll find a way to make it happen! Though it's almost half a year when we broke-up, I'm still hanging on a hope that someday he'll come back and be my lover again...

But the time itself has become so unfair for the both of us! I knew he still loves me, because I also still do. Just days ago, he sent me some messages telling how sorry he is for what happened to us! By then I felt his sincerity and decided that no matter what happens, I'll keep on fighting for my love for him...

Now, I don't know how long I could keep my promise. I just discovered that his father is totally against me. Maybe because he want his son to look for someone better than me! Somebody of his level, coz for him I'm not worthy to be his son's girlfriend! His father wants to send him to the States. Maybe, again, just maybe, to speed up Ashley's recovery and search for this "girl" that his father thought would deserve his favorite and only son!

I don't know what to do... I don't know if I have to keep on loving him. Or should I just give it up... If you would be asking me, I really want to fight for my love for him! Because I know I'd never love this way again. But how? I don't know what lies ahead... I'm scared that his father might send him away from me... I'm afraid I'd lose him forever!

I just hope someday he'll know how I feel and how much of me had been lost without him. I'll wait for him... Until we are ready to fix our broken hearts and fight against the world to make our love happen. I love him too much to let him go!

Thursday, January 22, 2004
11:29 PM


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